8/6/11

#$&*@!!


Oh gosh, from such a chill day to a frustrating night!! I use Opendrive to host my files and I love their service. But there are times where the site will be bugging out. For the last half hour or so it would not load up my files and I haven't the slightest idea why. (yell)(vein)

Custom Audio Test

playstopDavid Choi - So Weightless

I don't know what it is about today, but I've been listening to this song all day. It gets me in such a chill and lax mood. Maybe it's b/c it sorta reminds me of "Beauty School Dropout" from the movie Grease, but this song makes me nostalgic.
It's weird, I've been away from home for less than a month and upon coming back I know that everything is still the same, yet it all feels different. (sweat) Being away from things you love really make you miss them. I've been back for a week or so and I still feel... not outta place, but as though as I'm neither here nor there. I walked into my room earlier today and caught the scent of my room and it just made me feel so... strange. You ever catch a smell that reminded you of the past? That's what it felt like.
Gosh, I just feel... fine today. (exhaust)

8/5/11

On a Lighter Note


I've been meaning to write about this nifty little phone charm my sister got me. While I was in TN my phone charm had broken off and upon coming back my phone was looking sad and lonely. But lo and behold, my sister comes to my rescue (love)(stars)!!~

Lookit! It's a cute little kitty phone charm. The tail swishes back and forth and everything, so adorable!
I typically load up a buncha quirky charms on my phone - I had a doughnut charm beforehand. But I actually like this simple one, it's a good change. (heart)

EDIT
Got my Picasa web album up and running, prepare for more blogging on the go! (excite), well data plan/wifi willing. The more I look at the phone charm the more it looks like a racoon (sweat)

In Retrospect


I guess we never were as close as I thought we were anyways.

And So It Begins

Another Test Post


Boo!! Thanks for raining on my parade! So I tried to post a photo blog post, but I think I need have a Picasa account and have it synced to my phone and linked to have my photo uploaded along with this post. Weak. Anyways... <strong>does this code?</strong>

EDIT

Ugh pretty annoyed. This is my third time tryna edit this post. The first time I typed a shitload but accidently pressed back, losing all I typed. The second time I was explaining what happened the first time, then my touchpad starts acting up. (vein) So weak. Pretty much all I said was: I cannot html coz it will not translate onto Blogger, cannot decide whether or not to wait for boyfriend to get off work, contemplated just typing nonsense until boyfriend gets off work, decided just to give up coz I'm super tired, had a ghetto slip and repped the bay, 'na mean? Sho nuff shawty, that's what's up. (exhaust)

And so, all in all, this app ain't the shit. But it really isn't too bad either, I like its simplicity and user-friendliness. Pretty good in my book! (stars)

New Blogger App


Tryna check out how this Blogger app works. I had the one upped by Google, but it synced to my phone which is linked to my gmail as opposed to my default email which I use for misc. I hope this works well, I don't want an excuse NOT to blog (disappoint).

EDIT

I'm loving it so far - simple, organized and cleannn! (adore)

8/4/11

Boyfriend Appreciation Post


So the one thing I posted regularly was my "Why I Love My Boyfriend" posts. Those were usually short and sweet and they're just little reminders of, obviously, why I love my boyfriend. I want to start "Boyfriend Appreciation" posts (B.A.Ps, lol). These are pretty much the same, but I like the word appreciation in it, coz I think in this sense, it has a stronger... meaning for lack of better word, than love. It's kinda weird when you read it, but what I mean is that, yes, I love my boyfriend, I love the little things he do for me, as well as all the gigantic things he does for me. And though I know he does so much for me, I sometimes let that sit in the back of my head and act upon shit that upsets me about him. (disappoint) I need to appreciate him more. So this goes out to you, babe.
Of the three years we've been together, I've gotten comfortable with you and I admit, I have a habit of taking you for granted. I don't visit you enough (though you know why), I can't hang as long as I'd like (though you know why), I'm fussy and difficult and bratty and you put up with me anyways. You're incredibly patient and I know I can come to you with anything without fear of being judged or looked at differently. But the thing that has gotten me especially inspired to write to you today is the fact that you are so supportive of me. I can tell you something that I been feeling doing and you'll tell me to go for it 100%. You give me your honest opinion and try to help me find solutions. You know how I feel about having someone near me who is unsupportive and ever since the beginning, you've demonstrated time and again that when I'm at my best, that's when you're happiest. So thank you, not just for being there, not just for dealing with me, but for making me the best person I could be. I love you. (smitten)(adore)
(Haha didja notice my little rhyme near the end of this post? (excite))

Screwed.


Holy fuck. I HATE school!! (annoy)
I got such a reality check this morning. I was supposed to sign for fall classes in April (disappoint) and I just only signed up for classes this morning. I signed up for three filler classes, mainly because I wanted to take this intro to comp sci class, but I had taken it the previous summer. The reason I want to take it again though is b/c I feel like I didn't learn shit in that class. But b/c I passed the class, I'm not allowed to take it again. Fuck. I think I wanna ask my counselor if he can just take off the class and I'll take it again. (tire)
I then realized classes are starting Aug 22nd, my brother is leaving the 16th, I'm back from TN, back from Vegas... Man this really is a goodbye summer kinda post.
On another note, I had a dream that my high school had a class field trip or reunion or some shit. Pretty much, I was surrounded by a bunch of people from hs and we were in the lunch room tryna find a place to sit. The cliques all sat in their respective places. And I was roaming around and sat with my own group. I don't remember who it was in my dream though...
The moment I woke up I thought to myself, "Gosh I really never wanna see these people again." (sweat)

8/3/11

New Beginning, Again


Man, I can't even remember how many new blogsites I've started up since my first xanga in middle school. Xanga was the only one that I updated consistently. Tumblr, I started up as a personal site, but I ended up just reblogging a crapload. I've since had a month or so off Tumblr, and it's fad has worn off on me. I feel like it's become all hypebeasts/prep girls in jerseys, prep girls with tats, or prep girls, so boo. (disappoint)
Since starting this blogspot again, I've also sorta gotten back into the groove of coding. I'm satisfied with this layout and can't wait to start using this consistently. (content)(stars) I just needa find me some blogs I want to keep up with and hopefully I can get back into posting consistently about shit that inspire me or just general going-ons in my life. (happy)
I also used to sign my blogs with a signature or something, maybe I'll start that again too. Not tonight though. So gnight! (exhaust)
EDIT
On another note, I realized with the last several accounts I've made, I've strayed from my usual username. This one was actually one I really wanted to pick up but never really got too into. But it's never too late to be who you're supposed to become right?