So I didn't mention this in the previous post b/c I was in bed typing that up pretty late and kinda just skipped over this, but I'm typing it now so here goes. Remember in the post previous to yesterdays? I mentioned Tou going out and I was worrying about him whilst playing Pokemon White? Well, I was right to worry. Apparently he got kicked outta the club. He blacked out and couldn't even remember what happened. His friends told him that that night, he was in a private room or something or like I guess the VIP area or something which was next to the sound control room. And he was just dancing by himself, unbeknownst to a couple of security guards. Now, no one can say what exactly happened, but best guess is the security guards noticed him, realized he wasn't supposed to be there and kicked him out. That, is some funny shit.
But at the same time, like that woulda sucked if we were at the club together. Granted, he probably wouldn't have gotten back there and gotten kicked out to begin with, but still, goes back to the fact that I was worried about him. I feel like he sometimes get ahead of himself and goes a bit too far. Granted, he didn't start a fight or anything, but he's known to get kinda violent sometimes, punching walls, busting windows and the like. Well, I had told him earlier that night not to get into any trouble. He says he wouldn't. A few texts later, he tells me they had just finished drinking at the friend's house and he was ready to drink more. That's what I was just like, "Shit." (yuck) This boy is gonna get outta hand. Like honestly, after the Vegas trip, I feel like I'd always have to take care of him when we party. (tire)(sweat) Like, if I saw him at a club, he's the type of guy that I'd think it'd be fun to party with, but I would hate to date him coz he's just such a handful. Boo.

Today turned out to be a better day than expected. I was hoping to spend more time with Tou, but it can't be helped that things didn't work out.

Actually, I had planned to eat out with Tou and several friends, but that didn't happen. Tou ended up coming to hang out with me and my brothers. My eldest wanted to go to CAS and since my other brother was off, they had planned to go together.

We picked up Tou and headed off to Golden Gate Park. We got lost several times, but when we got there, it was so nice and funnnn. Poor Tou wore only a tshirt. SMH. That's what happens after a night of partying. Afterward, we were gonna eat at Kome, but they had just closed for dinner. So we decided we'd go each Captain America and Tou decided he was too cold and had to go to work. So he went to his bigbro's place, which was only down the block. We tried to buy our tickets for 4 but the bulletin wad outta whack and the next show time was actually at 6! It was only 4 (disappoint).
So we headed home and got Applebees instead. My goodness, I hadn't eaten all day, made my Applebees better than usual (happy)

Oh! And Tou ended up callin in sick for work. He'd rather hang with his friends than me!! (Sad)
So I'm sure my day sounds like it ended shittyly, but I didn't mind. I got to spend time with my brothers, time I've never gotten until now, and even though I was upset with one of them, I treasured every moment of today. Only downside wad my sister was working and couldn't come with us. Boo!

I hope today will be a good one. I've been needing a one-on-one with the boyfriend. We've been together and we've talked, but I feel like we haven't talked. It bugs the shit outta me. Is it that we're becoming distant? No, it's all me. I let my surroundings determine my mood and pushed him away. I miss him dearly though. We've been needing a heart to heart. (heart)