9/30/11

You Didn't Do It Intentionally, And I Don't Feel This Way Intentionally.

playstopMinus the Bear - Pachuca Sunrise
I don't expect to see you every free moment you have. I don't expect you to put your friends second to me. I don't expect to you to check in with me every single time you go out. But I do expect you to keep your word. I expect you to know better than to make plans with me and then go out LATE the night before. I know you haven't hung out with him in a while. Honest to God, that is fine by me, go hang out with him, but I would've rathered you cancelling our plans to hang with him. Instead you had a pretense of "Yes, you'd be able to get up to come see me." I know it's not easy to come see me, I know it's a hassle, esp. having to get up that early. I would've understood.

And I feel I keep wasting my efforts for you.
Time and again shit happens and things don't go according to plan. I know, but you should also know this could've been prevented.


And then you went back to sleep. If you were tired, just tell me so. Tell me you're going to sleep so I don't think, "Hmmm maybe he's fucking with me and is trying to surprise me." Coz when you do that, I assume. And when I assume, I make an ass outta you and me. So ultimately I guess it's my fault.

1 comment:

Michael Miclat said...

Hi Ctina! This is Michael! :] I was wondering what the heck happened to you, you stopped posting on Tumblr! and I checked your Tumblr and this is where I am. It's so ironic I had a blogspot but I deactivated grr. Anyways I'm just dropping by to say hi, feel free to visit Tumblr sometime! my link now is life-isnt-like-this.tumblr.com

Stay awesome! :]